Monday 25 August 2014

The bear truth

In the year 2000, we made the relatively short home move from Sheffield to Doncaster.  One of the first welcome gifts we received after our arrival was a teddy bear.  The lady who presented us with the gift is herself a very keen teddy collector, and our new teddy friend was soon seated proudly on the mantelpiece in our front room.  Over subsequent years, a very strange phenomenon was apparent, as our teddy collection began to grow.  By the time we left Doncaster in 2012 we realised that our teddy family had become quite sizeable.  One of the last teddies I was given was a teddy with a message.  On his t shirt was inscribed the words, "Trust in the Lord."  Until I recently changed my car, teddy sat on a ledge below the dashboard.  Over time, he elicited quite a few comments from passengers.  I am sure that he will find his way into my new car sooner or later!



Teddy's message, of course, is a very real challenge, especially when things aren't going so well.  It's relatively easy for us to say "I trust in the Lord Jesus" when life is plain sailing and there aren't any storms brewing, or big obstacles ahead.  It's when the troubles come, and we find ourselves really up against it, that our faith can be shown up for what it really is.  For Christians in Iraq, for example, who are coming face to face with the very real prospect of being killed by the forces of the so-called "Islamic State" group, the challenge to "Trust in the Lord" becomes an imminent and difficult choice - literally a matter of life or death.  Many Christians have chosen to stay faithful to their Lord and have been killed as a consequence.

It is unlikely that most of us will face such terrible situations.  However, it is likely that we will face troubled times during the course of our lives.  Christians are not immune from tragedy or from life's storms.  The big question for us all is, will our faith stand the test?  Will we continue to "Trust in the Lord" when the tough times hit us?  Will we continue to believe that God is with us in every circumstance, and that 'nothing can separate us from the love of God which is ours in Christ Jesus our Lord?' (Romans 8:28&29).  The bear truth is, 'without faith, it is impossible to please God.' (Hebrews 11:6).

Monday 18 August 2014

What a journey!



It’s amazing how a photograph can bring back a flood of memories.  I recently came across a photograph of me and Sue and our three children, taken around 27 years ago.  It was quite a traumatic time for us as a family.  We had spent five very happy years in the beautiful city of Norwich.  During our time there we had developed some very close friendships and had become part of a great church, in which we felt very much at home.  We loved the house in which we lived, and I was finding a lot of fulfilment in my life as a Chartered Accountant.  Sue, especially, loved living in Norwich, and our children were enjoying life, being happy at school and very much part of the local church.  In many ways our lives at that time were just about everything we could have wanted.  But we left it all behind!


Sometime earlier, God had spoken to me in a very clear way and I knew that he was calling me to the life of a Methodist Minister: quite a change of direction from the life of a Chartered Accountant!  In many ways I felt totally ill-equipped to be a church leader (I still do!)  I believed that I had few of the gifts and abilities which would be required (thank God that when he calls us he also equips us).  I also recognised the tremendous cost of following the way God was calling.  The main cost was not a financial one, it was the great cost, particularly to my family, of leaving behind a place and people we knew and loved, for an unknown future.  We understood that in following God’s call we were entering into a way of life which would mean we could never be settled in one place for too long; that in each different place, we would live with the knowledge that in due course we would once again have to pack up, leave friends, and move to somewhere new.  I thank God for the love and support which Sue and the children have given me over the years; I cannot understate the cost which they have paid.

After spending three years at theological college in Bristol, we spent five years in Stoke-on-Trent, another five years in Sheffield, twelve years in Doncaster, and the past two years we have lived here in Leicester.  What a journey!  Over those years I have experienced some absolute low times, when I hardly knew how I would carry on, and the only thing which kept me going was the knowledge that God had called me and was with me.  I have also lived through many wonderful experiences and met some truly amazing people.  Many times I have felt totally out of my depth, and it has only been through God’s grace and strength that I have been able to cope.  Most of the time I love what I do, and can hardly put into words the tremendous privilege I feel in my life as a Methodist Minister.   

Despite the fact that there have been times, over the years, when I’ve cried out to God “Get me out of here!” I wouldn’t change it for the world.  The grass may sometimes seem greener on the other side, but I have no doubt that the best place to be is in the centre of God’s will, whatever the cost.  The journey continues...

Monday 11 August 2014

Titanic thoughts

15 April 1912 will forever be etched on human history as the date when the unthinkable happened: the mighty, 'unsinkable' passenger liner RMS Titanic sunk to the bottom of the North Atlantic Ocean, and a total of 1503 passengers and crew perished, representing some 68% of the total number of people on board.

I have recently read a book about the Titanic, written in 1912 by journalist Filson Young, written partly from eye-witness accounts of survivors.  The book was reputedly the first to be published about the disaster, coming as it did only 37 days after the liner sank.  By all accounts it is a well written and researched volume, and has been used as a basis for a number of films etc.

I found the book fascinating to read, and I gained many new insights into the whole Titanic story.  One rather tragic fact which emerged from the book was the following:

'The Leyland liner Californian, bound for Boston, was only seventeen miles away from the Titanic when she struck [the iceberg], and could have saved every soul on board; but her wireless apparatus was not working, and she was deaf to the agonised calls that were being sent out from only a few miles away.'

Other ships eventually did come to the rescue, but by the time they arrived many had already perished in the icy waters (Titanic only carried enough lifeboats for 1,178 people - slightly more than half of the number on board, and several of the lifeboats launched with far less than full capacity).

Lots of facts from the book have caused me to pause and think, but none more so than the fact that every person on the Titanic could probably have been saved if only the Califormian had received and acted on the distress signal.  

At one of my churches we are currently focusing in our Sunday morning services on the "Our Calling" document which the Methodist Church produced some time ago, setting out its vision and values.  The subject for this coming Sunday's service, which I am leading, is "Caring."  We will be looking at how we are called by God to love and care for one another.  Part of what that means is having the willingness to respond to each other's needs, to 'be there' for each other in troubled times.  Of course, in order to respond in this way, we need to be sensitive to those situations of need.  The question is: are we seeking to develop that awareness and sensitivity, or are we sometimes deaf to the distress signals?

Monday 4 August 2014

A Soldier, a bullet, and a Bible



Today marks the 100th Anniversary of the date on which Britain declared war on Germany, the war which was to become known as “The Great War.”  It is estimated that during the course of WWI over 16 million people lost their lives and some 20 million were wounded.  It is hard to comprehend the terrible suffering which touched the lives of countless families in many nations.

Of course, the vast numbers who were involved in the First World War were made up of individuals. I heard recently about a remarkable incident involving Bombadier George Hever Vinall, a WWI soldier.  The following are the words of a letter which he subsequently wrote home to explain what had happened:

Dear Mother and Father,

I am sending in a parcel, my pocket Bible and three shrapnel bullets, of which the following is the story.  Last Thursday, just before one midday, I returned to my sleeping apartment and threw off my tunic and respirator, laid my bundle of kit down for a pillow and intended having a little rest. 

I was looking round for something to read when I saw a friend coming along so I went round to the door to speak to him.  Just as I went to the door a shell exploded somewhere in the grounds and Gibson (who sleeps next to me) started off to the horse lines thinking there might be trouble there.

He had hardly gone when we heard another coming and immediately got down flat on the floor behind the brick pillar, a sprinkling of dust and wood splinters fell round us as the shell burst outside.  That was enough for us. We got up and ran for a trench nearby and as soon as we heard the next coming we flattened ourselves at the bottom, not troubling about the dirt so long as we could get under cover and so we remained until it was over.

When I returned for my tunic and respirator, we discovered that about a dozen men had been wounded, two of whom subsequently died.  As far as we could trace, four bullets came in, one being embedded in my kit where my head would have been but for the arrival of my friend. Another was on the floor where I would have been lying. The third was in the pocket of my tunic having been stopped by my Bible, as you can see, and the fourth went through Gibson’s mackintosh which was hung up in the compartment next to mine, where he would have been had he not started off a few seconds before for the horse lines.

So you see our escape was only a matter of seconds. How quickly I have had to prove the truth of what I said in my last letter, ‘safe in the hands’ and yet such is the case that I am here without a scratch, safe and well.  The eighth verse of Isaiah 49, where the bullet stopped, contains these words which caught my eye directly I saw it, ‘I will preserve thee’. May his be true of future days until I see you all again is my heartfelt prayer.

Your loving son,

George

A poignant account, and one which obviously touched the young man profoundly. To be a follower of Jesus is not an insurance policy which will always protect us from bad things happening, but we are promised that whatever happens, God is with us.